Ooopsy sorry for the late update, i was seriously buzy and stressed like hell and you don't even know how i really gone through such pathetic moments. Well, i am quite an optimistic person at times. I know its life, no hardships life is completely meaningless. That is why i forget things easily and move on quickly.

Well,this week i had many happenings. After my maths exam, i couldn't believe i stoned for less than 10 minutes listening to a news regarding the sudden death of my college mate. I wasn't really close to him but i know he existed in the class, we ate lunch together, and chatted during 1st sem. The cause of death wasn't verified by the police. But, he was healthy and quite smart in his own ways. Most of us stoned, and weep over his death. Things can happen all of a sudden, you wouldn't know what will happen tomorrow.

That is why i learned to appreciate things around me better. Express the feeling of love and really appreciate the deeds they have done for you. Love them for who they really are, as the love will be eternal. No matter how much of ups and downs u been through with that person, eventually you will forget the sadness, pain and anger because love takes place in ur heart. The deeds that has done for you is out of love. Its your destiny to be loved or love someone, its been fated in your life.

"Telling someone you love them comes from the heart. The place that made you love them from the start"

-gen-

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast,
it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self-seeking.
It is not easily angered,
it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Bible
~I Corinthians 13:4-8~

Love is an act of endless forgiveness, a tender look which becomes a habit.

~Peter Ustinov~

(April 16, 1921 – March 28, 2004)

British actor, writer and filmmaker, director, stage designer, screenwriter, comedian,

humorist, columnist, radio broadcaster and television presenter, noted wit and raconteur.

What the world really needs is more love and less paperwork.
~Pearl Bailey~
(March 29, 1918 – August 17, 1990)

American singer and actress

*I LOVE THIS QUOTE* * I AGREE*

Love is like a friendship caught on fire.

In the beginning a flame, very pretty,
Often hot and fierce,
But still only light and flickering.
As love grows older,
Our hearts mature
And our love becomes as coals,
Deep-burning and unquenchable.

~ Bruce Lee ~
(November 27, 1940 – July 20, 1973)
Born in San Francisco, a martial artist, philosopher, instructor,actor.

There are four deaths that happened this year.

I lost my beloved grandmother, battling against cancer was the toughest time for her. Observing her getting weaker and weaker each day, torn my heart into pieces. I do wish i could lift of that pain. I couldn't do much yet observe. I miss her so much, her voices are still in my mind and i remembered clearly what she told me. Weeping on her funeral day and enduring that whole month was toughest. Too much of emotions, too much of depression in me yet i m keeping it silence and going through my daily college life.

2nd was my maths/class teacher, Cik Chai from my secondary school, SMK USJ 12. I notice she was ill most of the time due to pneumonia, her condition could be vulnerable to viruses.

3rd was my babe's friend due to car tragedy.

4th was my college mate.

I'm feeling so insecure now, don't know who i could seek for during my hard times even there are plenty of babes,darlings,true friends around me, or at times i would want someone to be there for me always by my side sharing every single day in my life. I used to have one, but now gone. Anyways, i am also a person that keeps lots of stuff in me, and eventually i will forget somehow.

Let the bygone be bygone,open your eyes and your heart and learn to appreciate and love people around you.

Oh gen, you're really in a deep shit hole now. I got seriously no time to mess with. I can feel the stress,frustrations,allergies and etc will hit me hard soon. I have a list to do within this two weeks and i seriously must finish it before the due.

1. Personal Narrative Essay regarding my most memorable experiences in my life. (500 words) I know what to write =) awwww those sweet beautiful memories with my rally 07 within 6 months. Oh kay, just write that its sufficient for 500 words. Due on 23 oct.
2. Maths statistics assignment, so far completed 9/62 quest = 53 quest to complete!!
3. Maths exam on 26 oct.
4. Book Review Report assignment Due : 27 oct.
5. Econs Presentation regarding unemployment in Malaysia within 20 years. Lots of fuhreakin research to do.
6. Eng Assignment 30 pg research. Topic: Back to 80's fashion & Beijing Olympics 2008. Due : 30 oct.
7. Eng exam regarding the Book Review Report. 3 nov
8. Superwomaness where are you? Geeze my finals in 5 more weeks i need to STUDY!!
9. I got only a month to brush up my little girls on their ballet syllabus. The dance i haven't teach. I could feel the pressure, not enough time.
10. I can't wait for my AAR concert and my photo shoot.
11. I have to do planing, my beloved darlings birthday is soon and gotta shoppink for pressies.
12. Time managements are crucial right now! I have to schedule my time.

5 more weeks to end my FIA course

5 more weeks to be a pre-u student lol!!

5 more weeks to cherish our coll memories wth babes n dudes

5 more weeks to endure all these hectic schedule

5 more weeks to be with "GETLCLS & 9091"

OOoooppsssYy....

5 more weeks to FINALS!

You might also think that anything labeled at the grocery store as "low fat", "sugar free", "low-carb", or "whole grain" are good for you, right? Think again! You've been deceived by the clever marketing of huge multi-million dollar food corporations...

FACT - Did you know that most foods labeled as "sugar free" or "low-carb" actually contain artificial sweeteners, sugar alcohols, and other additives that create a hormonal mess inside your body, actually stimulating your body to STORE more belly fat and stimulate cravings!

And foods labeled "whole grain" only have to contain a small fraction of whole grains where the majority can still be refined starches and sugars that spike your blood sugar faster than a sugar-laden soda!

It is still in my mind-set that low fat,sugar free,low carb and whole grain foods are healthier and felt less guilty consuming it. I just bought a low fat milk and whole grain bread for breakfast. No wonder,my belly fats re ......... ok stop complaining gonna work out soon.

I hereby, Genevieve Marie officially launch

http://graziavor.blogspot.com/

Finally, making my blogshop or my dream became reality.

I had always wanted to expose myself in the business field since i will be majoring in business management.

Its my first path way to my career. There are more big businesses in my mind, its my dream to diversify more business concept. It is private and confidential. I been living with my dream for years. I had to achieve my goals with so much hard work and blessings.

As a business women, what my Godma had taught me was it all depend on 3 features:

YOUR MOUTH
YOUR FACE
&
YOUR INTELLIGENCE

Godma told me 2 years back and i still remember.

There are two women in my life that inspired me

The first was a mogul it was KIMORA LEE SIMONS,

The second was My Beloved Godma.

These two women inspire me to built my career, since their business concept are quite similar in fashion world, marketing fashion and all women's product.

There is this relative of mine, Uncle Ben, my aunt's husband from UK told me in business u gotta stay up strong no matter how many failures you come across. Its still the beginning.

Now my journey has begun, i m learning it step by step.

Hopefully, the Lord will be with me through my future and career. Bless me dear lord.

OMG!! today i wanted to create a new blogspot for Gervanie, its for my blogshop.

Besides that, i need a new e-mail add at g.mail

guess what?

gervanie@gmail.com has already been EXISTED!!!

geeeeezeeee i created gervazesh and gervanie that both fabulous names at the same year/month/day/hour/second! and its the year of 2006! since i was form3!

I hadn't expose the name gervazesh and gervanie publicly. Till form 4 i create a blogspot for my own and i name it gervazesh, I regreted seriously. I want to delete gervazesh account, intend to protect that name for my future business name. But all my post will be gone.

But,i damn love de word GERVANIE~~~ i created that using my mind, i didn't replicate from any website or any sources.

Thank God, Gervazesh is available.

Say bye bye to Gervanie and create a new name.

Think of an alphabet G~~

=(

I'm totally terrified if (better not imagine), seriously its ain't coolies anymore~~~

Mon morning,ms shanti enter the room and talk to us about accidents and speeding. I was so blur i don't even know what does maths gotta relate to accidents unless to find out the rate of speeds. She was just lecturing that every year in pre-U courses there are accidents occur due to our mistakes as P- drivers!!

Its was an emo and dull day, as one of our friends friend were involved in the tragedy on sat night accident. The porsche flew up and spin on spot and crashed into a mamak shop. Lucky no customers yet. The ambulance came 30min late! I'm not gonna reveal the accident occur detailed.

During our break we went Silva's corner for roti canai and we drivers (all of our gang could drive) sorta had a confession time. How fast we speed on highway? how many km/h? promise to drive safe,control our ganas-ness, and be safe! Aihh we were like so emo and found guilty mann. Couldn't even imagine how could we handle the speed. I heard lee wen's accident story feel like crying. Me and ee lain's eyes were sorta watery. Just take it as a lesson to learn.

We're all drivers everyday. To and fro from coll and to everywhere.

Pray that all our babes and dudes are safe on the road.

Finally Gen says she QUIT!! stop dat f-ing ganasness~~~ ain't coolies~~~ learn the word SAFE!

Being a so called "housewife" is not easy. I had an awesome time shoppink for groceries just to prepare BBQ food at Adrian's hs.

We occupied ourselves the whole day till midnight. After, maths class me and ee lain went to sunway pyramid to collect my All American Rejects ticket and enquire some maxis stuff. After that, ee lain and me went to met edmund,tanya and lee went at USJ 1 giant to do groceries shoppink. We bought sausages,watermelon, charcoal,fire starter,bread and lots. Then we headed to carrefour for lunch (so super duper hungry wei) and continue shoppink for lantern,candles,marshmallow, and sausages. Lee wen had to leave for ballet lesson, ee lain and edmund had to go back to college. The lamb and marinated ingredients are the items we haven't buy. I drove tanya to buy the stuff and headed back to college to put in the freezer. Entering the coll with plastic bags of raw meat was so omg mannn damn farny weii...

Gathered at coll and off we went to bukit jalil. Edmund and i had to fetch our ppl in two cars.

At evening we went to wei ji's condo for badminton. We have 8 players all in pairs. Just nice for a match. Its been a while i play badminton. Still need more training. We also met the kl badminton state player, wei ji's friend. He's quite cocky tho. After badminton, tanya,shenay and i went for jogging.

Finally our last destination, Adrian's hse to bath and set up bbq,prepare food, n we forget to marinate the lamb earlier geeezeee. It was whole lots of fun doing things together. While bbq-ing the guys and girls played "detona" / test car drive with who ever car that drove to adrian's hs. So much of fun mann...speed game. It was so kind of wei ji to lend his new car to adrian for prac. I wonder how adrian got his license and he gotta brush up his basics =) Paiseh~~ if guys wana date a girl and doesn't even know how to drive. Gambateh adrian we support u.

PiChaS~~

john and edmund, trying so hard to set the charcoal on fire...

more ppl helped lol...the charcoal is an attention seeker...

finally~~

preparing the chicken to barbeque

the girls are ready to brrrrrooooom brrrrrrrooom~~

sausage!! anyone?

this couple wana zooom zooom tooo...

wei sin: lianne very dangerous lol

babe babes~~

they take turn to drive too..

cheeeseee~~

(G.I.A)

gays in action~~

the expert and consultant helping out

john mok high gei ad

oopsy~~~scandalicious~~

our guitr hero

Super tiring day. Yet, i had so much of fun~~~ haha Gen 1st time become "si lai",buy groceries,driver of the day and prepare food for our so called "husbands".